teachers day celebration was rather good,something different from every year,except for the cut cake and best teachers and stuffs.
school ended earlier than we were told to. amk macs for breakfast.
headed home to sleep. but i keep on procrastinate and i slept around 5 plus! woke up at 8 plus!
super good sleep. tomorrow will be chionging ss and maths already.
saw lots of floorball videos of the sweden leagues and the past few wfc.
super awesome,how i wish i could go there and play. a dream that i really want to accomplish.
but for now,i think i am going to sleep again! and back to books.

longing for something that will change your life,that's you Jesus.




TRUE WORSHIPPERS! the first song called all things new! the second song called Alleluia to Christ the Lord!
missed church as i woke up at 9.30 today! wth. i really wanted to go church todayyy. ): stayed home today. felt very very very relax. never study today,feel like just slacking!
well,actually another reason is,i don't really can study at home. but i will try.
cause when the exams are nearing,i don't get to like go out to study everyday.
dinner was great! at cavern house! i think it's spelt like that,carven,cavern? hmmm,i think it's cavern. aiya,short-term memory...
but anw,their steak is good. their pasta,awesome. it's called something del muna or del mar.
i went to the sembawang one,quite ulu. but clarke quay and some place called arrizo i think.
atmosphere was awesome,like a pub kind of atmosphere.
i post the pictures tomorrow,have to figure out,how to upload this pics from my brother phone,which i am currently using.
haha. teacher's day celebration tomorrow. kind of pointless to go,but still have to.
God's signaling me something,but i don't quite get it. what is it? hmmm.

let the days go on.


i flunked oral conversation. which i think i should really go die because of that.
i don't know why,i was so not nervous at all.
you can ask stella. i was joking with her while waiting for our turns. haha.
but when i faced the examiners,totally blahhh.
well,now i can only focused on papers and do well on it!
tution was great today. finally cleared 80%of my doubts already. satisfied! plus today got pretty girl during tution,came for make up lesson i think. woo. lol.....
ss sbq test tomorrow,SIAN. must copy ss bonding singapore. i want die already.
die of revising all the topics. okay,i better go back to copying.

keeping alive.
don't find it weird,if i am posting lesser now. prelims 2 starts this friday.
saturday was studying and movie day. caught where got ghost with the group.
freaking funny lah the whole show. hahaha. but not really worth the ten bucks i paid for!
studied at amk drive thru macs after that till 11. was quite productive,managed to complete 3/4 of my maths tution homework.
sunday,church. great sermon. we need to be full of Jesus but not full of our ownself.
homed after that. had a great sleeeep in the afternoon.
today school was normal. english oral for the usuals seems to be difficult.
but oh well,leave everything to God now guys! especially,jerome. haha.
late lunch at amk hub foodcourt. andersen ice cream for desert,is yumyum. :D
back to school for poa with miss chee and bingyao. and did english oral with mrs ho,aihui and soomin. homed at 9.

english oral on wednesday. prayed for me man. i want to play floorball. suddenly have that feeling again.
i know a bit weird lah,the timing now to play. but the temptation is there man...

none but Jesus.

short post today. been a really tiring and bad week. but glad it's over. i am sleeping in early tonight. movie and studying day tomorrow. end off with a new song lyrics from hilsong. it's called we the redeemed.

There is nothing like your love
No exchange for all you gave
To be welcomed into life
So I could know a love that saves

Now forever to belong
To walk with you for all my days
There's no greater love than this
You are the Author and the way

PRE-CHORUS:This is the sound of the redeemed
Rising up to praise the King
Our hope is in you
This is the sound of the redeemed
Rising up to praise the King

CHORUS:Singing glorious, glorious One
You have saved us
Honour and power and praise to the Saviour
You are the answer, You are the answer

You come with power, come with fire
As we lift your name on high
And join with all the saints to sing
Bringing honour to the king

We the redeemed, hear us singing
You are holy, You are holy

God will never ever fail us.
school was super boring as usual lah. lol.
chapel was great today. love that glenn lim guy who preach about his life. though it's a short part only,but certainly it was truly amazing.
really told me that,we shouldn't regret doing wrong stuffs at the anytime in our life.
God is in us,to guide us through all the tough moments we experience.
and all we need,is just to put our trust in Him. He will give us the never before kind of experience. Amen!
well,C6 merit for chinese o's. so obvious,i would retake it. and i am so going to work hard for it now.
it's like 95% i am going to accept the DPA offer. it's by God's grace that i can have this DPA offer.
the chance of going over to korea to play,is already a major morale booster.
being selected into DPA is just another good offer. i want to inspire people,young people in the future,like how the speaker do.
it will be a big achievement in my life,that if i manage to touch one person,many lives will be touched too.
Thank God for everything man! :D
boring aces day tomorrow,but i am just wanting to live life to the fullest now.
no regrets on anything. it's time to battle with our enemy,and that's satan.
with GOD on our side,everything is possible. (:

we the redeemed!
school was shit,totaly shit. lessons were like so bad that i want to sleep every lesson and it will really turn you off for studying.
was hoping for after school to come. went to kfc for lunch.
walked back to school and studied there. well,more of a talking session.
went to run with glenden at 6 like that.
vic,wh,jude,nick,jon went along too. lol. blister painful after running.
tomorrow is the release of o's chinese results.
i am wondering now,is this week a week of sorrows or a week of happiness that i should rejoice in.
got back the DPA results today. well,more or less predicted it.
yup,nyp's sports and wellness management. but you know,half of my heart is with early childhood. and there comes the painful consideration till 21 august.
tomorrow o's chinese. now suddenly i got a feeling i will do badly. which i think doesn't makes me look at how i would expect this week gonna be.
total shit week,for now. enough of ranting. i should focus in my studies and God.

Jesus,please come to me now. i so need You.
birthday today was great! :D haha. thanks for all the people who wished me!
the highlight today,i think was the night class. mr yeo stayed for it.
had a great talk with him throughout the 2 hours with melody.
talked about the courses in polys. well,somehow i interested in choosing sports and wellness again.
but my fate now holds on the results coming out tomorrow! DPA results!
haha. God,assign the course you want me to go to. (:
i am freaking tired now. the proposal comes out on 20th aug!
i wanna watch. gonna be a super super super good show!
mannn,test on dipolmacy tomorrow for ss. zzz.

look on the brightside,things will always be so much better.
i think i should be excited now. like 1 hour more is my birthday.
but,haha. i am not! lol. i am feeling tired,still got ss to study,i want to try pass the retest on the first shot.
hopefully,i can. didn't went church today. overslept.
well,studied with jon,gary,zq,shaun at amk long john.
sakura for dinner. awesome. haha. i didn't eat much for the whole day,so yuppp.
yesterday,went marina barrage. utterly boring. wasted the morning there. but learn a lot of info about the uses of barrage.
on another hand,it boosted our knowledge. lol. city hall for lunch and a bit of walking around.
amk macs for studying after that,till 10 plus. lol.

studystudystudy. life now is straightforward. i can only see one word. STUDY.

look at you with such disdain.
"It is a team sport, a collective sport. You can win because you are more a team, or because you have more individual talent. What is interesting for me is the team ethic. I love Davis Cup, but I am not a big fan of individual tennis. It is when sport is about the team that I like it. I like the Ryder Cup.''
"The worst is to have no target. Imagine you get up in the morning and you do nothing. You enjoy one minute. Then there is another minute. But what do you do next? Can you dedicate your whole life to this? Somewhere within us is the desire to feel that we are useful and that we have some quality."
Sir Bobby Robson just died. Did you see the last game he watched (at St James' Park)? Just a charity game, but still he had that spark in his eye.
"He could have sat at home, yet he chose to go there. He had two, three days to live and that is where he wanted to be. Yet what would he have done at home - sat there and thought about dying, maybe terrified? The way to get through was to enjoy his passion.''
arsene wenger said that on soccernet. feel that it's really true. especially the part that i bold it.
suddenly targets means a lot to me.
today after school was spent with jerome and victor mostly. played pool at grassroots with them,danny and kaiming.
kfc for lunch and back to school to study.
marina barrage tomorrow,then study. rahhhhh.
i feeling very very bad now. i don't know why.

life's like a roller coasster,it have it's ups and downs.
well,ptc was standard. lol. but i guess it's time to start serious studying already.
i have played so long already,it's really time i thinked hard and not give up on questions so easily.
i know it might sound funny that it is coming out from my mouth,but i am really freaking serious this time.
i can't break anymore this kind of promises to myself anymore.
no point writing in another post about this kind of stuffs. O's is like 2 months plus plus away.
if i am still going to play anymore,i think i can prepare to retake it next year.
i don't like setting targets for myself,but know i have to. which i hope will be a good improvement.
and i am giving up almost everything now. of course not friends,and stuffs lah.
prelims are very close now,i might not get what i will achieve during prelims. but i want to improve.
i hope i will get no F9s or E8s. C6 would be preferred. i think i will blog lesser to study.
i hope i won't fail myself,parents,teachers,friends this time round.

i am just changing for the better.
seriously i can't wait for STUDYING this word to be our of my life for like at least a few months.
now,it's purely studying studying studying. but i am seriously can't make my self to look at a book at home.
it sucks,of course it is. but it's only august. there's still like two more months before O's start and 2 and half months before O's end.
great isn't it. but this two months is going to painful.
well,DPA interviews ends today. basically,now we are just plainy waiting and hoping for our first choice.
it will be a good belated birthday present given by TP for next tuesday to me,if i ever get chosen.
but for now,study. i think my friends will laugh at me,provided i ever really study hard for tests.
went to study with jerome yesterday at the usual drive thru macs.
night study today turn out to be boring. copying answers into our foolscap. lol.
basically life sucks now,cause of O level.

new environment,new change,it would be better.
first time in my life that i never watch ndp parade at home or watch fireworks on national day.
haha. basically terence bday party was rather good. his parents were really nice!
thank you uncle and auntie for the food! it was really nice!
dota-ed,watched spiderman 3 and we climbed some stuffs,haha.
lan was next at parklane. macs for dinner. woohoo,first time i played lan on national day.
and we miss the pledge taking on 8.22pm. HAHA.
jerome house with gary after that for manu vs chelsea! wahlau,chelsea lucky win at penalties.
totally worn out when i reached home. been a long time since i took the last train!

great that there's an extra holiday tomorrow. which is a really much needed rest. haha.
i think i really need to sleep now. bye people.

grown up,better leave it then regret it.


well,past two days were really tiring.
felt giddy out of a sudden and got the feel like fainting feeling,twice in the past two days. yesterday was i got no idea how it happen,today was due to empty stomach/late lunch.
yesterday match was really relax. drew 3-3 with RP.
had dinner at causeway,kfc.
today's morning celebration was quite nice. haha,sec 5s drew a lot of attention,cause we all combined our national flags to form a long flag. super cool. lol.
watched hangover at dhoby's cathay and UP at plaza sing. movie marathon. lol.
hangover was woohoo. haha. UP was alright. didn't live up to expectations.

three days weekend coming up. which was what i really needed.
i think i better go prepare for my ss re-test. talking about it,i felt pissed for getting scolded when it's not my fault. lazy to explain.
terence bday party and fireworks with the usuals on sunday! gotta be real fun. haha.

in troubled times it's you i seek.
pacing ourselves is really important sometimes.
i wonder how each and everyone of you,paced yourself in life.
but no matter how we spent our time slowing down our lives,
it's more or less pointless.
time just flies past,faster than you could imagine.
when you are enjoying your day,having fun.
i doubt you would care about what time is it now.
you just want the fun to keep going on and on.
but when you are having a bad and slow day,
maybe in class,which i would think that way,
you would just class to end straight away.
God's has a plan for each and everyone of us,we should really plan this.
think about how God really change us from a bad to a good person.
from a good to a better person.
from a better person to a person that is Christ's like. it is really amazing.
we shouldn't like keep on procrastinating on things that we don't feel like doing and do the things that we think that is right for us.
sometimes,it could be just the other way round. God is our stronghold(:

well,tution was great today. learnt a lot today.
school was rather good today. friendly with RP tomorrow.
hope we will fare well against them. ss test tomorrow,i am so dead.

God's will never forsake us. :D
basically,today was just like normal days.
school time passed by and after school was like stayed in school to study.
yesterday was fun,after school only. haha.
celebrated 2nd part of ivan's bday. bought a cake,and there goes the cake smash.
everybody got it in the end. funfunfun.
another boring day tomorrow. thursday having friendly with RP. woo.

guess what i found! hahaha. woo,the drumer that was playing at the hillsong concert,was a first-timer for hillsong! and he was really great! the link is they filming him playing and a bit of the crowd praising God! in fact,he actually spoil the drum! hit too hard. haha,and he also miss a key in the starting! lol. but nevertheless,the concert was really good! :D haha. joel houston looks really cool! and really great singer!
http://ow.ly/igHK
sorry for not blogging for this past few days.
reasons are-either reach home too late,too tired,lazy.
bear with me for this probably wordy posts.

thursday july 30th
while on thursday,school trg was cancel last minute,so went to eat lunch with the usuals at market.
after that,met dad at newton and he fetched me down to meet mr siva to pass him his hard disk.
chatted with him for a while,really thought through a lot.
after that,homed and met up with abby,sirbest,ken,spencer and tim at amk.
dinner and down to some church. they had their audition there.
hope they get in. parents came and fetched me home,had supper with them too.

friday july 31st
school was as usual BORING. headed home after school.
met up with the usual gang at city hall in the evening.
went to MOF at marina square for ivan's so-called bday dinner.
waited a while at macs,before there's seats available.
food was not bad. the company was great(:
played pool after that. was fun right jon! hahahahaha.
homed after that. don't know who started chasing after jon,and everybody chased after him!
super funny. should had see how he almost fall down. HAHA.

saturday aug 1st
met up with team P9 at bishan mrt,with some new recruits.
jon,shaun,mengchao and a friend from jootat's side. i was one of the earliest-.-
for the first time. lol.
went to catholic high for game with argonnauts.
well,we lost. but i think we really didn't play our best.
for me,i really didn't feel like playing. i don't know why,i just somehow lost my confidence and stuffs.
headed home and met zhengquan at bishan.
headed over to indoor stadium for FOP! wooo.
this time the queue was rather short? compared to last year.
probably due to got hillsong and no hillsong difference. reached there,one hour early. haha.
pastor mark connor was really good. his message was really good and clear.
believe it or not,this is my first time that actually fully understands what the whole sermon is about. yeah.
true worshippers was a great band. bob fitts,great singer(:
after FOP,went to macs for late dinner and homed after that.

sunday aug 2nd
missed church again. overslept.
dad sent me over to amk drive thru macs to meet gary,jer,nic,vic,meng,shaun and sheryl to study.
managed to at least complete most of my maths homework. there's poa homework.
but i think i am going to school to......(let your imagination run wild)
but for those who knows me well,you know what i am gonna do. haha.

finally,school's normal routine is back.
morning assembly(must sit in register number),remedials(delaying our time home),probably homeroom system(means moving around the school) and many more.
can see that the pros and cons of going to school from tomorrow onwards.
cons are in the brackets.
but the good thing is that the following monday is a holiday cause of national day on sunday. which is quite a good thing i guess?
goodluck for those who are having common test this coming week! time for bed.

making it real and truthful enough.